time to think…
ADHD Related, Design May 3rd, 2008Being unemployed has some upside, it allows me some time to contemplate things in the past, present, and future, and the opportunity to evaluate everything around me.
As I sit here in Starbucks, on my own with my Oprah magazine (I know that admitting that I read such a publication by the female incarnate of satan will make you all cringe - but it makes me feel that little closer to home), I notice a woman at a table nearby reading a magazine, and on her own as well.
She is much older than me, well dressed, pretty even. I wonder if, like me, she feels lonely in this shopping centre full of people. Is she single? kids? Does she have a career that is fulfilling?
I wonder if I am staring at my future. She looks content, so maybe that isn’t such a bad thing.
As a child, we are taught that you must get married, have kids, buy a house, drive 2 cars and all of that - but are those things really that important?
I have come to the realisation that no, they are not, and life is too short to adhere to some bullshit that society dictates.
I am happy being single, being independent, and having my own opinions, and I will be damned if I am ever repressed by anyone again.
If society doesn’t like it, tough.
May 4th, 2008 at 6:10 pm
I hear theres a recession going on there from one of my UK friends. Shes having a big slow down in her job. I hope the best for you over there.
May 6th, 2008 at 4:05 pm
I haven’t looked at your blog for ages, but in the past have followed with interest due to my own ADD peculiarities - currently semi unemployed myself I can draw a lot of parallels with what you’ve written - mind if I ask if your ADHD has anything to do with your current circumstances?